Scarlet Just Like Me

Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
我察覺到,時間已經所剩無幾
You only have to be honest to yourself
你只需要誠實面對你自己

幾天前，高老大給我這首歌，他說
這是首療傷系的歌

幾天後，我們一起討論這首歌中的涵意

學校是教堂、是庇護所
社會就好比地獄
有些人承受不了社會因此到學校唸書
但，一直待在教堂的人，沒去過地獄
因此，一定要死一次
只不過是遲早的問題罷了
一直待在庇護所，就感覺時間越來越短
雖然早知道一定會死一次
但不願去面對
最後，陷入黑暗之中...

就讓我們來聽聽這首..Why or why not

Why or why not

To get my happiness I had done everything,
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.

I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

The whole world was at a complete standstill,
and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
The silent warning became louder every day.
Then I kept pretending not to hear.

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
It had grown dark before I found a sign.

"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me, all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please,
while I am interrupting myself.

為了獲得幸福,我付出了一切
但面對譴責與指控,我卻無能為力。
步伐的聲音與日俱增，
我察覺到,時間已經所剩無幾。

對於自己的人生,我是個虔誠的信徒，
總是不斷的詢問,我是否該繼續生存下去。

告訴我個理由,為什麼不能選擇這條路，
或者 請制裁我這些無法挽回的罪，
告訴我 為什麼,或為什麼不。
訴說著無數的不平，或許我忽略了決定我命運的關鍵。

整個世界停止轉動，
而我被束縛在暴徒的慈悲下，
無聲的警告一天比一天響亮，
我卻只能裝做什麼也聽不見。

它的意義,早已被旁觀者看在眼裡，
在我發現徵兆之前 就已經陷入黑暗之中，

「在沒有意義的悲劇中 你到底在尋找什麼 ？
你只需要誠實面對自己以及命運。」

告訴我 為什麼,或為什麼不。
訴說著無數的不平，或許我忽略了決定我命運的關鍵。

沒有人知道 這裡即將空無一人，
除了我 整個世界都已陷入瘋狂。

什麼是你們願意保留的寬恕？
什麼是你們希望製造的安寧？
我又該怎樣 那又會如何 你不來制止我嗎, 請
在我還能夠克制自己的時候。